Feb 19, 2013

Plan B



3 Gifts that were Plan B's
Joy Dare: continuing to count 1000 gifts
Gifts 84, 85, and 86

Motherhood
Moving to Maine
My current job





"Plan A is always my first choice.
You know, the one where
Everything works out to be
Happily ever-after.
But more often than not,
I find myself dealing with
The upside-down, inside-out version --
Where nothing goes as it should.
It's at this point that the real
Test of my character comes in..
Do I sink, or do I swim?
Do I wallow in self pity and play the victim,
Or simply shift gears
And make the best of the situation?
The choice is all mine...
Life is all about how you handle Plan B.”

― Suzy Toronto, The Sacred Sisterhood Of Wonderful Wacky Women


Feb 18, 2013

Gifts of Music and Paper


If you've been reading this blog you know that I have seen "The Hobbit" quite a few times. One of the trailers shown was for the movie "Man of Steel." At one point in the trailer there was such familiar music being played that after so many times listening to it, I just had to find out what it was. I resorted to using the app SoundHound on my phone. If you're not familiar with this app (and there are several others like it), you open the app and turn your phone towards the music being played that you want need  to know the name of and it more times than not, finds not only the song but also the performer and album it is on.  I have used it several time mostly in the car while listening to the radio.  (Mama and Daddy, if you're reading this, I never try to find a song while I'm driving).  I must admit I did feel a bit silly sitting in a darkened theater holding my phone up toward the screen, but it worked!

Much to my surprise it was a song from "Elizabeth: The Golden Age", but that's why it was familiar, as I really enjoyed that movie, and, ahem, have seen it a couple of times. (Really, I only have seen it twice). I was surprised because I didn't think they would "reuse" music from one movie to another. It is quite dramatic but then it was quite a dramatic scene in the movie.



While I'm on the subject of music in movies, my absolute favorite song from "The Hobbit" is "Misty Mountains."  My favorite instrumental from the movie is "Over Hill" as it combines both music from "The Lord of the Rings" (the sweet hobbit music) and "The Hobbit" (the majestic dwarves music). At 3:04 minutes it makes my heart swell and brings tears to my eyes, no matter how many times I hear it.

The incomparable gift of music...





3 Gifts on Paper
Joy Dare: continuing to count 1000 gifts

81.  All the printed music I've collected since learning to play the piano when I was seven years old.
82.  My daughter's hand prints on paper in a frame as a gift she made for me when she was just four years old.
83.  My ink footprint in my baby book.



Feb 16, 2013

Gifts in Shadows




3 Gifts in Shadows
Joy Dare: continuing to count 1000 Gifts


78. Walking at dusk
79. Knowing that things hidden in shadows will be revealed at the appropriate time 
80. This hymn from my childhood:
He hideth my soul in the cleft of the rock 
That shadows a dry, thirsty land;
He hideth my life in the depths of His love,
And covers me there with His hand.




A Gift in Losing, Finding, 
and Making Something
February 15
Gifts 75, 76, and 77


Losing:     fear
Finding:  hope
Making:  plans


3 Ways I Feel the Love of God
February 14


72. My parents have displayed God's unconditional love for me more times than I can count.
73. Reading His Word.
74. My sisters.


Feb 14, 2013

Reading and Doors


"We read to know we're not alone."


I was very blessed to have a mother who read to me. My first memory of the power of books is being held close in her arms while she read "Big Little Kitty" I loved that book and asked her to read it to me over and over again.

"Karen Kay was four and a whole lot more."

My next vivid memory of books was being given a beautifully bound and illustrated edition of "The Wind in the Willows" by my parents for my 7th birthday, which I still have and treasure. Many more gifts of books were to come from them over the years. If they or my sisters want to give me a gift, they know they cannot go wrong with a book.

I don't know if grade school teachers still read to their classes, but we were read to up through fifth grade.  Even one of my high school English teachers would read to us!

When the Kindle first came out, I scoffed at it.  How could anyone want to hold an electronic gadget when they could hold the real thing; smell the paper, feel the weight of the book, turn the pages.  But I must admit, even though it took me a couple of years to warm to the idea, I did succumb and there has been no looking back.  

I still have way too many of "the real thing" in my apartment -- and not enough book shelves to hold them all, but I have come to dearly love my e-reader, which now has over 2500 books on it. (I must admit I get a bit perturbed when there is a book I want to read and it is not available on the Kindle.  My how far I have come!)

I usually, insanely, have four or five books that I am reading at one time.  Talk about overload but I can't seem to help myself!

I am still rereading "The Hobbit" and "The Silmarillion". Of course, the Bible is part of my daily reading.  I am also reading two books about Abraham Lincoln, "Team of Rivals" and "Lincoln's Melancholy: How Depression Challenged a President and Fueled His Greatness".  

I didn't really need to add anymore but I kept hearing about a certain book, how it must be made into a movie, and that Richard Armitage just has to play the lead character. So, of course, I had to find out what all the fuss was about.

The book I am referring to is entitled, "A Discovery of Witches" by Deborah Harkness.  I am not overly fond of the witch and/or vampire genres and this has both, but I downloaded the sample on Sunday night and started to read. I got to the end of the sample, bought it, and at 2 AM forced myself to stop.  I continued the next day as soon as I got home from work and by 1 AM had completed it.

It is not the best book ever written, but it is a great read!  Probably what captivated me the most is that she weaves so much history into it.  Did I mention it's a trilogy?  So now I am reading the second one, much more slowly, especially since Ms. Harkness is still writing the third one.

It has been awhile since a book has been that engrossing to me.  Since finishing it on Monday night, the quote at the top of this post, "We read to know we're not alone" has been echoing through my mind.  Some attribute it to CS Lewis but I have read almost everything he has written and don't think he actually wrote it.  It was a line in the movie "Shadowlands" about CS Lewis and his wife Joy Davidson (starring the wonderful actor Sir Anthony Hopkins).  If you haven't seen it, add it to your list of must see movies.

Why do I read? Do I read to know I'm not alone?  Was it just a clever plot point in a movie that people grabbed onto without really giving it much thought?

Why do you read?



3 Gifts Behind a Door
Joy Dare: continuing to count 1000 Gifts

69. the refuge of  home
70. the quiet when the office door is shut at work, so I can work
71. the back door at home on the farm, even though I don't get to walk through it as much anymore



"Some day you will be old enough to start reading fairy tales again."  
CS Lewis


Feb 13, 2013

In all things...





3 Hard Eucharisteos
Joy Day: continuing to count 1000 gifts

Eucharisteo:
1. To be grateful, to feel thankful
2. Give thanks

Ann describes hard eucharisteo as:  
the hard discipline to lean into the ugly…the hard times… and still be able to give thanks, find joy, find grace.



66.  singleness
67.  estrangement from a favorite aunt
68.  trusting in His plan, even when I don't understand it




As the Ruin Falls


All this is flashy rhetoric about loving you.
I never had a selfless thought since I was born.
I am mercenary and self-seeking through and through:
I want God, you, all friends, merely to serve my turn.

Peace, re-assurance, pleasure, are the goals I seek,
I cannot crawl one inch outside my proper skin:
I talk of love --a scholar's parrot may talk Greek--
But, self-imprisoned, always end where I begin.

Only that now you have taught me (but how late) my lack.
I see the chasm. And everything you are was making
My heart into a bridge by which I might get back
From exile, and grow man. And now the bridge is breaking.

For this I bless You as the ruin falls. The pains
You give me are more precious than all other gains.

CS Lewis

Feb 12, 2013

The Hobbit, Laughter, and Work?


Joy Dare
Continuing to count 1000 gifts in 2013

Sunday, February 10
3 times you heard laughter today
Gifts 60, 61, and 62

While seeing that movie The Hobbit  for the umpteenth time yesterday afternoon, the laughter of the young boy sitting behind me, at all the appropriate funny parts of the movie, reminding me that it truly is a story for children. (Which is probably one of the reasons I'm so drawn to it -- I'm still a child at heart!)

Martin Freeman and Richard Armitage with Legos of their characters from  The Hobbit -- children at heart?







Monday, February 11
3 gifts in working


63.  The job I have had for 15 years this year.
64.  Thankful that this job has evolved over the years, allowing me and challenging me to grow.
65.  My coworkers who are my extended family.






The child in you, like all children, loves to laugh, 
to be around people who can laugh at themselves and life. 
Children instinctively know that the more laughter we have in our lives, the better.

Feb 9, 2013

Snow and Grace


As of 1:15 this afternoon, 18.4 inches of snow had fallen here in Bangor. 





3 Surprise Gifts -- Unexpected Grace!
Joy Dare: continuing to count 1000 gifts

57.  Sarah, who after an entire night of working, stayed another 5 hours
58.  Daphne, for helping me with my staff
59.  Donna, for coming in and working in the evening



"I do not at all understand the mystery of grace - 
only that it meets us where we are 
but does not leave us where it found us."
Anne Lamott