Oct 1, 2025

The Dangerous Power of the “Enemy Within”

I was burdened all day by the two speeches given to the assembled military at Quantico this morning. I did what I always do, I retreated into history to help me understand.


History has shown us time and again that the scariest threat isn’t always portrayed as coming from beyond our borders. Often, leaders find it far more effective to warn of an “enemy within.” It’s a phrase that turns neighbors into traitors, critics into subversives, and difference into danger. Once planted, it grows into fear and, eventually, justification for repression.


Hitler and the Nazi Machine

In 1930s Germany, Adolf Hitler didn’t simply blame external enemies for the nation’s troubles—he painted Jews, Romani people, people with disabilities, and political dissidents as the rot inside the German body. They weren’t just different; they were poison, a hidden cancer.

By labeling these groups as “enemies within,” Hitler made persecution seem like self-defense. That rhetoric set the stage for the Holocaust, one of the most systematic and horrifying genocides in human history. The key lesson: words prepared the ground long before weapons did.

McCarthy’s America

Fast forward two decades and cross the Atlantic. In the 1950s, Senator Joseph McCarthy unleashed his infamous hunt for communists. The Soviet Union was a real external threat, yes—but McCarthy’s genius (and cruelty) was in convincing Americans that the real danger was sitting next to them at work, or even in their own family.

Actors, teachers, journalists, government employees—anyone could be accused of being an “enemy within.” Careers were ruined, reputations destroyed, and free speech suffocated. The irony? McCarthy never actually uncovered the vast conspiracy he claimed existed. But the damage was already done.

Why It Matters Today

We’d love to think we’ve learned. But look around: the phrase hasn’t gone away—it’s just rebranded. Whether it’s immigrants, political opponents, journalists, or religious minorities, painting them as a hidden enemy remains a powerful tactic.

And it works because it flips the script. Instead of debating ideas, it stirs paranoia. Instead of solving problems, it hunts scapegoats. Instead of democracy, it builds division.

When leaders call critics or minorities the “enemy,” they aren’t just pointing fingers—they’re setting fire to the foundations of trust, tolerance, and truth. And history shows us exactly where that road can lead.

The Takeaway

The “enemy within” isn’t about safety—it’s about control. Hitler used it to justify genocide. McCarthy used it to build power. Today, it’s still used to divide and silence.

The question isn’t whether we’ll hear the phrase again. We will.

The real question is: will we recognize it for what it is before the damage is done?

Apr 26, 2025

Chernobyl: The Disaster That Still Echoes

Today, April 26, 2025, marks 39 years since the world changed forever.



On that spring morning in 1986, a routine safety test at the Chernobyl Nuclear Power Plant in Soviet Ukraine spiraled into disaster. A lethal combination of reactor design flaws and human error triggered a catastrophic explosion at Reactor No. 4, unleashing radioactive material into the skies above Europe.

The explosion was devastating. But what followed — the secrecy, the deception, the betrayal of public trust — left scars just as deep.

The Human Cost: Immediate and Enduring

Two plant workers lost their lives almost instantly.

28 emergency workers succumbed to acute radiation sickness within weeks.

Nearly 49,000 residents of Pripyat were evacuated, many with barely a moment’s notice.

Over 100,000 people were permanently displaced as a 30-kilometer exclusion zone was hastily drawn around the site.


A System of Secrecy and Silence

In the critical hours after the explosion, Soviet leaders chose silence over transparency.

Delayed Response: It wasn’t until radiation alarms went off in Sweden two days later that the world learned something had happened.

Deadly Deception: Parades in Kiev went on as planned, exposing thousands to radiation.

Controlled Information: Soviet media reported a "minor incident," withholding crucial safety information from their own citizens.

International Obstruction: Offers of help were rejected, and casualty numbers were minimized to save face.

The Soviet regime’s instinct to hide the truth worsened the disaster’s toll — a tragic reminder that secrecy can be deadlier than the accident itself.

Long Shadows: Health and Environmental Impacts

The fallout from Chernobyl reached across continents:

Belarus, Ukraine, and Russia bore the brunt of the contamination.

Thousands of cases of thyroid cancer, especially among children, were directly linked to radiation exposure.

The soil, water, and forests of the region remain radioactive decades later.

The full death toll is still debated, but estimates range from thousands to tens of thousands of radiation-related cancer deaths.


A Turning Point in History

Years later, Mikhail Gorbachev reflected that Chernobyl — more than even his reforms of perestroika — set in motion the collapse of the Soviet Union. In his memoir Turning Point at Chernobyl, he wrote:

 "The Chernobyl catastrophe was an historic turning point: there was the era before the disaster, and there is the very different era that has followed."

Chernobyl stripped away illusions of strength, revealing a crumbling system incapable of protecting its own people.

The Story Didn't End in 1986

In 2022, as Russian forces invaded Ukraine, they seized control of the Chernobyl site — a chilling echo of the past.

Ukrainian workers, under occupation and facing extraordinary danger, continued to labor around the clock to maintain reactor safety systems and monitor radiation levels. Their vigilance helped prevent another potential catastrophe, once again protecting not just Ukraine, but the world.

Today, Ukrainian teams remain on the front lines at Chernobyl — a living symbol of endurance, sacrifice, and the ongoing fight to safeguard truth and safety.

Legacy and Lessons

Chernobyl is not a closed chapter in history.
It is a warning still etched in the soil, carried in the wind, and beating in the hearts of those who refuse to forget.

It reminds us that truth matters.
That safety matters.
That the price of secrecy and arrogance can be measured not just in lost lives, but in lost futures.

And it challenges us — still — to do better.


Apr 16, 2025

White Rose Resistance

           
With ribbons for America and Ukraine

The message of the White Rose resistance group in Nazi Germany was one of moral courage, intellectual integrity, and active opposition to tyranny. Formed by a group of students—most notably Hans and Sophie Scholl—along with a professor at the University of Munich, the White Rose called on fellow Germans to resist Adolf Hitler’s regime through nonviolent means.

Their leaflets condemned the atrocities committed by the Nazis, particularly the mass murder of Jews, and urged citizens to awaken from their apathy. Central to their message was the belief that individuals have a moral responsibility to oppose evil, even at great personal cost. They wrote:

 "We will not be silent. We are your bad conscience. The White Rose will not leave you in peace!"

Ultimately, their legacy is one of moral clarity in the face of totalitarianism, a powerful reminder that the conscience of even a few individuals can stand against a regime of cruelty and lies.

I will not remain silent.

Apr 15, 2025

Connecting the Dots: When Language Becomes More than a Warning Sign

In Heather Cox Richardson's letter last night she shared the following that chilled me to the bone:

“Now these aren’t people that will kill you…but these are people that are nonproductive. They are just not productive, I mean, for whatever reason. They’re not workers or they don’t want to work, or whatever, and these countries are getting rid of nonproductive people in the caravans.”
— Donald J. Trump

Let that sink in.

This isn’t just anti-immigrant rhetoric. This is a value judgment on human worth, reducing people to whether they produce labor or profit. It’s the kind of thinking that strips away dignity and paves the way for dehumanization.

And it’s not new.

In Nazi Germany, the regime referred to the disabled, the elderly, the chronically ill, and others they deemed “unworthy of life” as “useless eaters.” Under Aktion T4, they began eliminating those seen as “nonproductive.” Not immediately with camps—but with ideas. With language.

We know how that story ends.

So when a modern political leader begins sorting people into categories of “productive” and “nonproductive”—especially marginalized groups like immigrants—we should hear sirens. History is whispering, pay attention.

People are not units of output.
Their worth isn’t measured in economic value.
And anyone who starts speaking as if it is… is not just being careless. They are being dangerous.

I’m connecting the dots.
I hope you will too.

For further reading I recommend: Before Auschwitz and Letters From An American 

Apr 18, 2022

"Don't Get Used to Our Grief"

If you haven't had time to watch the news and listen to several excellent interviews with President Zelenskyy this past week, I've curated some of the best for you.

But first we start with his wife. 

One day this past week I listened to this interview by Christiane Amanpour with Olena Zelenska, in which she talks about not seeing her husband since the war began on February 24. She ended with, "Don't get used to our grief." 

While I obviously cannot speak for everyone, I am fearful that most Americans are getting used to the Ukrainians grief. The people that I am in contact day in and day out say, "Yes, it's horrible, but I just can't look at those pictures" or "I don't want to think about it." Life for most of the world goes on as normal, while nothing is normal anymore. It makes me want to scream!

President Zelenzkyy said at the beginning of this war, "Don't look away" and I have not. I cannot, even though the images I see make me weep.

Later that same day the presidents of Poland, Estonia, Lithuania, and Latvia visited President Zelenskyy in Kyiv. When President Duda of Poland approached President Zelenskyy he wrapped his arm around him. Tears immediately came to my eyes. Human touch is so important and with his wife and children sequestered for their safety, he's probably not had anyone hug him in over a month. It also signified his support for him. It still touches me every time I look at it.



He and his wife are just a couple of years older than my daughter. I feel very maternal towards them. I often wonder what this is like for his parents, to see their son under so much stress. I pray his parents are safe as well.

This interview is from a month ago. What he said needs to be heard again and again by the leaders who still need to help OR do more. Please listen carefully:




He's spoken often this week I know I'm missing some, but these stood out to me:


I couldn't sleep that night, so I created a a graphic from what he said they needed and shared it on all my social media channels.






From the BBC:



And finally, he talks about his children and how he wants to be remembered in an excellent interview with Jake Tapper on CNN:

I pray they will have many more years with him.


 



Apr 11, 2022

What 60 Minutes Didn't Include

After spending almost every waking minute this weekend pouring over any piece of information I could find about Ukraine, the 60 Minutes interview with President Zelenskyy was a calm way for my weekend of insatiable research to come to an end.

Did you watch it? If not, you can watch it here: 60 Minutes Zelenskyy Interview

They didn't include the following two videos in the prime time interview. They are only a few minutes and worth watching.






I downloaded Duolingo on Monday and have completed 7 days of teaching myself Ukrainian. I don't know why, I just feel like I'm supposed to. After the war is over, my husband and I are going to visit Ukraine. Who knows, maybe we'll end up moving there. It is very difficult! But I am going to persevere.

In my searches on YouTube I discovered a young Ukrainian woman, Inna Sopronchuk and her business, Speak Ukrainian. The next class starts at the end of this month but is full. I am hoping to take it when the next one is offered. 

In the video below she shares about fleeing Kherson just ten days ago. Her husband is fighting in the military and she is alone. Please pray for her.



She is raising money to help her country. Please check out: "Buy a T-Shirt and Save a Ukrainian Life"

Apr 4, 2022

Without Victory There Is No Survival



“Victory. Victory at all costs. Victory in spite of all terror. Victory, however long and hard the road may be, for without victory there is no survival.”    

Winston Churchill

                                                                         

Apr 3, 2022

Fill the Silence With Your Music!

I have been waiting to write a post about the Ukrainian music I have discovered over the past month and have grown to love. I will write that soon but have to share a pre-taped video message by President Zelenskyy that aired on The Grammys tonight.


I applaud him for using every avenue available to get the message about Ukraine in front of as many people as possible.



I discovered this song early on and listen to it several times each day.


Andriy Khlyvnyuk, the frontman of top Ukrainian band Boombox (Бумбокс) dropped his tour of the US to defend his country. Andriy sang this on the street acapella. The Kiffness, a South African electronic artist asked him if he could put it to music to help raise money for Ukraine. Please keep Andriy in your prayers. A mortar shell blew up in his face a few weeks ago. He has recovered enough to continue the fight.

The song’s title translates as "Oh, the Red Viburnum in the Meadow". It was written in 1914 to honor the Sich Riflemen, a Ukrainian military unit that fought in WW I. The red viburnum or kalyna berry referenced in the song is a national symbol of Ukraine, representing the blood roots and connection to the homeland.


Oh, the Red Viburnum in the Meadow

In the meadow, there a red kalyna, has bent down low ,
For some reason, our glorious Ukraine, has been worried so.
And we’ll take that red kalyna and we will raise it up,
And we, our glorious Ukraine, shall, hey – hey, cheer up – and rejoice!
And we’ll take that red kalyna and we will raise it up,
And we, our glorious Ukraine, shall, hey – hey, cheer up – and rejoice!
Ukrainian Folk Song

Once again the people’s blood Is streaming …

 

"Dear God, calamity again!
It was so peaceful, so serene;
We had just begun to break the chains
That bind our folk in slavery
When halt! Once again the people’s blood
Is streaming …"

Taras Shevchenko, Ukrainian poet, 1859 


My husband has been telling me to prepare myself, that the war in Ukraine is going to get much worse. I was still up last night/early morning when the news about the atrocities in Bucha hit the Ukrainian news. They are 7 hours ahead of me and the pictures were just starting to to be shown in the Telegram feeds of The Kyiv Independent and Ukraine Now. Ordinary people, some with their hands tied behind their back shot in the head including children, mass grave of about 300, some bodies had been partially burned, some decapitated, mutilated after death.

I have nothing intelligent to add. It's barbaric and evil and sends me to my knees begging God to stop this war.



Mar 30, 2022

You Don't Have to Suffer to Show Solidarity

I love history! I love researching and learning about what happened before I was alive.  The Colonial Era and World War II are just two time periods that fascinate me. I have often wondered if I was alive during the '30's and '40's would I have been an isolationist? 

On February 24, 2022 and the days after I had my answer -- NO! While I think I understand President Biden's reasons for not giving the planes and tanks President Zelenskyy so desperately needs, I alternate between frustration, anger, fear, and heartache that we are not doing more. Yes, we have given bunches of money, but it makes me think of the parent who shows love to their child by throwing money at them, when what they really need is their time and presence.

Since the slaughter started over a month ago, I won't let myself look at news while I am at work. But once I'm home I watch President Zelenskyy's nightly address to the Ukrainians, pour over newspaper articles, Telegram posts, tweets, Instagram posts, and watch the news the entire time, multi-tasking until I'm so overwhelmed by the horror of it all I have to stop. By then it's usually well after midnight. On the weekend, it's even worse because I have more time. I'm learning as much as I can about the history of Ukraine. I've been operating on little sleep for over a month.

But how dare I complain, when I choose to do this, instead of being in Ukraine having the horror thrust upon me. My husband has been imploring me to stop. He said, "You can't keep this up. What if this goes on for years?"

Don Lemon is interviewing someone right now as I'm typing this. He asked his guest what the best case scenario is for how long the war will last. He said several more months. Worst case scenario: years!  How can it go on for years? There will be nothing of Ukraine left!

I discovered the account of ukraine_artistry on Instagram a few days ago. She shared a post entitled, "How Not to Talk about the War in Ukraine" When I got to the end of the 4th slide, the last line:

"You don't have to suffer to show solidarity." 


That sentence jumped of my phone at me! I realized that I have been subconsciously feeling guilty that I have a warm home with my loved ones around me, that I'm not suffering -- that I am alive!

This realization hasn't curbed my nightly diet of all things Ukraine though. My heart still aches for them. I still don't know why this is so deeply and profoundly affecting me. But, it is causing me to cry out to God on their behalf. 

Maybe that's my answer right there.





Слава Україні


Mar 29, 2022

Zelenskyy, the Oscars, and Westies

 I made the mistake this morning of commenting on this photo on President Zelenkyy's Instagram account.

"You have the full support of this American, Mr. President." 

Two Ukrainians thanked me, a Russian said vile things, which then caused 104 more comments, arguments, etc. I learned my lesson. I will keep my thoughts to myself, or share here. It's not like President Zelenskyy will read it anyway.

I do want to share what he said when he posted the photo: 

"More and more people in the world are on the side of Ukraine, on the side of good in this battle with evil. And if politicians don't know how to follow people, we will teach them. This is the basis of democracy of our national character."

A lot of our politicians need to heed that and listen to the people they are supposed to be representing.

Battle with evil: 

'Peacemaker' Roman Abramovich flew to Russia to 'give Putin a handwritten note from Zelenksy dictating Ukraine's terms' in a bid to end war...but was told, "Tell him I will thrash them."


Слава Україні
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Did you watch The Academy Awards last night? Even if you didn't I'm sure you were told about the slap heard round the world. The best line from Will Smith's acceptance speech?

Denzel said to me a few minutes ago, he said, 'At your highest moment, be careful, that's when the devil comes for you.'

Too bad Denzel didn't give him that bit of advice sooner.

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Something purely innocent and delightful to end the evening:



 

Mar 27, 2022

I Need to Start Blogging Again

Ukraine lies heavy on my heart. I need to start blogging about it. If even one person reads and can join me in praying, then it is worth it.

I have updated the header with a beautiful picture (taken by Polina Rytova) of a wheat field in Eastern Ukraine.

I listened to President Biden's speech in Warsaw this afternoon, maybe one of his best speeches. I was shocked by the way he ended it, so was the White House as they back pedaled and said he was not speaking about regime change. The more I've thought about it I think he spoke from his heart:

"A dictator bent on rebuilding an empire will never erase a people's love for liberty. Brutality will never grind down their will to be free. Ukraine will never be a victory for Russia, for free people refuse to live in a world of hopelessness and darkness. We will have a different future, a brighter future, rooted in democracy and principle, hope and light. Of decency and dignity and freedom and possibilities. For God's sake, this man cannot remain in power."

 I have been very frustrated that we aren't doing more to help Ukraine. I think President Zelenskyy is too. He has shown remarkable restraint. Here is his nightly broadcast to the citizens of Ukraine:


I've also been forcing myself to pray for Putin. It is so easy to hate him.


Слава Україні






Jul 13, 2020

He's Enough

These verses spoke to my during my devotions tonight.

First an admonition to myself:

"Search for the LORD and for his strength; continually seek him."   I Chronicles 16:11

Second, these verses bring comfort that God does see what's going on and will bring justice.

"LORD, you know the hopes of the helpless. Surely you will hear their cries and comfort them. You will bring justice to the orphans and the oppressed, so mere people can no longer terrify them."      Psalm 10:17-18



Photo from Kaitlyn Bouchillon's July 12 Instagram Stories.

Jan 17, 2020

I Will Help You

I AM THE ONE WHO HELPS YOU, DECLARES THE LORD. —ISAIAH 41: 14 

This morning let us hear the Lord Jesus speak to each one of us: “I will help you.”“It is but a small thing for Me, your God, to help you. Consider what I have done already. What! Not help you? Why, I bought you with My blood. What! Not help you? I have died for you; and if I have done the greater, will I not do the less? Help you! It is the least thing I will ever do for you; I have done more, and will do more. Before the world began I chose you. I made the covenant for you. I laid aside My glory and became a man for you; I gave up My life for you; and if I did all this, I will surely help you now. In helping you, I am giving you what I have bought for you already. If you had need of a thousand times as much help, I would give it to you; you require little compared with what I am ready to give. It is much for you to need, but it is nothing for me to bestow. Help you? Fear not! If there were an ant at the door of your granary asking for help, it would not ruin you to give him a handful of your wheat; and you are nothing but a tiny insect at the door of My all-sufficiency. I will help you.”O my soul, is this not enough? Do you need more strength than the omnipotence of the united Trinity? Do you want more wisdom than exists in the Father, more love than displays itself in the Son, or more power than is manifest in the influences of the Spirit? Bring here your empty pitcher! Surely this well will fill it. Hurry, gather up your wants, and bring them here—your emptiness, your woes, your needs. Behold, this river of God is full for your supply; what else can you desire? Go forth, my soul, in this your might. The Eternal God is your helper! 

Fear not, I am with you, oh, be not dismay’d! I, I am your God, and will still give you aid.

Morning and Evening by CH Spurgeon

The Story Behind "Praise You in This Storm"


Jan 13, 2020

Praise You in This Storm

My absolute favorite Casting Crowns song.



I was sure by now, God you would have reached down
And wiped our tears away,
Stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
That it's still raining
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear your whisper through the rain
I'm with you
And as your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
The God who gives and takes away
And I'll praise you in this storm
And I will lift my hands
That you are who you are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm
I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry you raised me up again
My strength is almost gone how can I carry on
If I can't find you
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear you whisper through the rain
I'm with you
And as your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
The God who gives and takes away
And I'll praise you in this storm
And I will lift my hands
That you are who you are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm
I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The maker of heaven and earth
And I'll praise you in this storm
And I will lift my hands
That you are who you are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm
And though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm

Jan 8, 2020

O I want to know You more!

"Once we get intimate with Jesus we are never lonely and we never lack for understanding or compassion. We can continually pour out our hearts to Him without being perceived as overly emotional or pitiful.
The picture resulting from such a life is that of the strong, calm balance that our Lord gives to those who are intimate with Him."
~Oswald Chambers, My Utmost For His Highest

Oh how I long for that intimacy! But how many times I've turned to everything but Him to satisfy that longing.

Thanks be to God, that He pours His grace on me time and time again. Thank you Jesus that you keep wooing me back.

As I was reading this tonight, this song came to mind. I first heard it over 30 years ago when the church I was attending put on a musical by Steve Fry entitled "We Are Called."

It is the cry of my heart. 

"Just  the time I feel
That I've been caught
In the mire of self.
Just the time I feel
My mind's been bought
By worldly wealth.
That's when the breeze begins
To blow I know,
The Spirit's call
And all my worldly wanderings
Just melt into His love.

Oh, I want to know You more!
Deep within my soul I want to know You,
Oh, I want to know You.
To feel Your heart and know Your mind,
Looking in Your eyes stirs up within me,
Cries that says I want to know You
Oh, I want to know You more.
Oh, I want to know You more.

When my daily deeds
Ordinarily lose life and song,
My heart begins to bleed,
Sensitivity to Him is gone.
I've run the race but set my own pace
And face a shattered soul,
But the gentle arms of Jesus
Warm my hungering to be whole.

Oh, I want to know You more!
Deep within my soul I want to know You,
Oh, I want to know You.
And I would give my final breathe
To know You in Your death and resurrection,
Oh, I want to know You more
Oh, I want to know You more
Oh, I want to know You more"


Apr 9, 2019

Spring Is Coming!

April 9 and it is snowing here in Maine. This picture warms my heart. Spring is on it's way!

Photographer Unknown